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It's sad but it's true how society says her life is already over,there's nothing to do and there's nothing to say.
Till the man of her dreams comes along, picks her up and puts her over his shoulder But it seems so unlikely in this day and age So now you have to let your baby fly, you've given me everything that I will need To make it through this crazy thing called life And I know you watch me grow up and always want whats best for me I think I found the answer to your prayers. ;and maybe i love you, |
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WTH! ! !
stop trying to find things again and again! please keep your stuffs properly and dump away useless stuffs zz. |
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to think tomorrow's op already.
and after tomorrow, it would be liberation ! sidenote: i want this kinda boots haha. i think i'm falling for you ♥ (: i love op, seriously. |
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I am trying not to tell you
But I want to I’m scared of what you’ll say So I’m hiding what I’m feeling But I’m tired of Holding this inside my head I’ve been spending all my time Just thinking about ya I don’t know what to do I think I’m fallin’ for you I’ve been waiting all my life and now I found ya I don’t know what to do I think I’m fallin’ for you I’m fallin’ for you kinda the second song that i agree with you that it's nice! and fly away you fever-and-flu bug! ! |
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人心，真是难测。
try trusting the wrong person, or someone that is gullible. 眼泪的存在是为了证明悲伤不是一场幻觉。 爱情的视觉不是眼睛，是心。
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i've FINALLY lost interest in blogging in a public blog haha.
which is good, can cut down time and spend quality time with tutorials and notes(: meanwhile, shall go on with my private blog(: for those that know, good for you! for those that don't, have fun finding lor. p.s. it's boa's birthday today haha(: and i bought a new dress for dxo! * i cannot comprehend how some people can be that inflexible and accepting. maybe i'm the insensible one, ohwells. but then again, there are somethings that you should know that you should not interfere, especially if it's someone's own preference or hard work and labour. and some, if you don't like about it, that you should act fast and get stuffs deleted right on the spot. i wish this will just be an one-off episode which will not be on encore. maybe this will tarnish the image you have of me, ya? not that i don't care, but it's up to you if you want to do anything about it. cause' i have already thought through it and made clear of what i think i did wrong and what i did right. no one in the world is perfect ya. not me, neither are you, or anyone else. maybe it will be good for everyone to just pause and reflect. so that we can better ourselves. |
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the world is in a hectic pace of live//
人一天下来忙忙碌碌的，到底是为了什么呢？ 名誉、身份、金钱、事业？ 到头来，年老时还不是一场空。 but it is impossible to get the whole world to stop pursuing stuffs with you. 你若放慢前进的脚步，那就等于你落后了。 so no one will make the first step to slower his pace, 因此就造成了一个恶性的循环。 the same applies to almost everything under the sun, 因为，人们都是自私的、怕输的。    * note to self : 01 - Cowboy Casanova 02 - Quitter 03 - Mamas Song 04 - Change 05 - Undo It 06 - Someday When I Stop Loving You 07 - Songs Like This 08 - Temporary Home 09 - This Time 10 - Look At Me 11 - Unapologize 12 - What Can I Say 13 - Play On |
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i just want to make the photo shift downdowndown so i won't see it there when i come to my blog! :D
anyway, im super looking forward to after op! cause there's gonna be: - outing with tongjing and ppl ! - kbox(finally!) with prisch frens hehehehe(: - welco movie marathon and stayover! - shopping for scotland trip! :D :D but for now, it's just op and me and op and more opopopopopppppp~ ! ya i love op okay, muacksmuacks! ! (L) sian to the max, need to redo my op script again cause of change of role ): which is, suckssuckssucks. anyway, when are you gonna be free! ! i want to eat sakaeeeee~ D: ohhh went to nyny to celebrate ervin and estella's birthday just now! and then formals! :D SHINGZ! okay jiu zhe yang, byebye! :D |
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what i've learnt from projectwork:  okayy gtg and clear up my stuffs if not they will faint when they come over tmr! :D * brb! |
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ever felt more scammed than buying things from scamtank?
well i guess so. but it's good, cause' there's more reasons for me to stop deceiving myself(: i guess im finally seeing the lights hahaha. meanwhile, it's just me and pw, or rather, op! :D and i just realised ! "overprotective parents = op" hahaha ! |
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失去，也许是另一种获得。
人生，似乎有太多的过渡期。 朦胧的日子太多了，难免让人迷失方向。 曾经以为如此，或许如今已非如此也？ 泛爱众，而亲仁，有余力、则学文。 凡是人、皆须爱，天同覆、地同载。 但天翻地覆的爱，应该不是大家都渴望的吧！ i want to be inside your heaven, sing my soul and take me home. |
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HAHHHAHAHAHA THIS SO SO BOOMZ! AND PW IS SO SHINGZ! ! :D:D * PW is just so crazy~ i had my first self-brewed cup of coffee in my entire life, thanks to pw! and two cups of coffee at 10pm and still dont do any wonder zz-.- still yawned like crazy la haiyo. had a pack of chuqianyiding @ 1am haha. and that did wonder! :D:D totally awake after eating that heh! looks like msg works as a better insomnia medicine than caffeine on me! [: okayy it's 0236 now shall go sleep liao! and yesyes how i wish caffeine works on me ! D: |
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When I in awesome wonder,
Consider all the worlds thy hands have made; I see the stars, I hear the rolling thunder, Thy power throughout the universe displayed. When through the woods, and forest glades I wander, And hear the birds sing sweetly in the trees. When I look down, from lofty mountain grandeur And see the brook, and feel the gentle breeze. Then sings my soul, My Saviour God, to Thee, How great Thou art, How great Thou art. * i've come to realised that there's always this ambiguous period of time in life, like many a time im pretty unsure of my own actions. or rather, my thoughts. when i think i first set my eyes on something, i would take really long to think and decide if it's really good, whether it's worth it, whether i will really like it, whether it will really suit me, or maybe, whether it will like me. only start pursuing it after long consideration. and before i knew, things had changed and aint as postive as i thought it was. but there's nothing i could do ya. that's why, procrastination sucks. but that's my nature, tried changing but failed. maybe i should try harder, or maybe i should learn to let things go? anyway, it does not belong to me in the first place. it deserves some better owner, or perhaps love. |
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SCREAMMM! ! i like my previous role though hahaha MORE SCARY! :D and 48groups was quite crazy though ! i kept trying to countdown to the last group but lol, lost count after the 4th/5th group-.- and there was this super massive group that came in together then im like omg wth D: plus alot people kinda know who i am tssktsk. (some i also dont know is who one lolol-.-) some epic comments that i heard/things that happened hahaha! :D "EH I THOUGHT THEY SAY NO PHYSICAL CONTACT ONE!!" "GUOXINYAN, MONDAY NI SI GEI WO KAN~!" "don't touch me leh, im attached liao" "omg did she just hug you? eh come and hug me also leh!" "orhhor, later i tell bojia you flirt with othe girls~" [ops paiseh lao bo! that was part of the script :/] "EH GUOXINYAN LEH! *ROFL (as in seriously rolling on the floor!)!* "LAO GUO~!! aiyoh you act until too slut liao lah!" "ah guo, our pw how how how! wr havent finish yet leh!" okayy cant really remember much already ! and im feeling super tired now *stare at the clock* omg 3.35am liao~ have been awake for 20hours since yesterday! okayyy time to sleep and energize myself for pw tmr~! :D:D i love pw man haha. and i love 36th(:  shall edit the photos abit and upload it later! (: nites people lalala.
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FLIP,
MENU, MESSAGING, INBOX, MORE, DELETE ALL MESSAGES, CONFIRM? DELETING, DELETED. DONE(: * im wondering if i've done my best for this year, and i found the answer is negative. chemistry was such a letdown, though i could already feel that i screwed it up. csc saw some improvements, hope this will thrive on and on. and i (most probably) lost my bet with master so gg, sakae treat ): gp? enough said. how to get an a by the end of next year? but i'll try real hard jiayou! just realised how hectic my schedule will be first half of next year. cny and oh back to back, die liao. somemore next year totally cannot screw up my all the common tests la ! *i.e. my grades were all pulled down by my ca marks la zz. let me have the energy to go through all these next year. meanwhile, im quite worried for some. i'll pray real hard for you guys, don't worry too much, i'm sure we'll all get through this together! * If i walk, would you run? If i stop, would you come? If i say you're the one, would you believe me? If i ask you to stay, would you show me the way? Tell me what to say so you don't leave me. The world is catching up to you While you're running away to chase your dream It's time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change And maybe i'm not ready Chorus But I'll try for your love I can hide up above I will try for your love We've been hiding enough If i sing you a song, would you sing along? Or wait till i'm gone, oh how we push and pull If i give you my heart would you just play the part Or tell me it's the start of something beautiful. Am i catching up to you? While your running away to chase your dreams It's time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change And maybe i'm not ready. |
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I’m writing this at the bus stop now.
Just happen to board on this special bus with this special bus driver. On hindsight he seemed to be suffering some sort of muscle illness; apparently his facial expression was quite awful, somewhat like a handicapped guy (or so it appears to me) that was trying real hard to steer the wheels and maneuver the four-wheel drive with some thirty passengers lives in his control. Honestly, I was a little worried, and feeling bizarre about why such a man would be allowed to be a drive too. But when I thought deeper, perhaps it’s just a deceptive image that I’ve witnessed. I mean, the guy could jolly well be having some facial cramps or something, something that don’t really affect his actions and thoughts actually? Or maybe, it’s just natural of him to have those funny expressions? No one really knows, or rather, no one can tell for sure just on one (or a few) look at him right? PW seems to be like the darkest nightmare for all, I guess. But dawns are always after the dark nights, so let us anticipate the final days of our J1 life AFTER the dreadful PW! Anyway, maybe when we look back again a few years down the road, PW might not be THAT bad; afterall, don’t make your judgment hastily cause’ there will always be a high possibility that you would misjudge. HAPPY PW PEOPLE! (:  * i think i must be mad lolol. but i really have zero confidence in saying it out. ohwells, his faults haha. anyway, i really like my gay friend hahaha! have fun in suzhou noobz! :D meanwhile, wr's my besties lalala~! * 其实你很爱她 对我的惩罚 说你没有想她 是可怜我吧 我已没有借口 只能放手 不敢奢求 你说爱我 其实你很爱她 她很温柔吗 其实你很想她 就说出口吧 我也不想多说 捂住朵 不想再次听到你说 你很爱他 fir simply rocks lah haha(: btw chang commented that i look super sleepy these days, she said my panda eyes are horrifying haha. it either implies that my sleep debts is really :O or that i've became white enough to see the dark rings! haha apparently i had NEVER had anyone telling me that i have dark rings/eye bags before heh! i'll take it postive, i'll take it as a compliment(: life's good. |
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"In retrospect of several past events that triggered subtle emotional ripples, I started pondering about how humans treat one another.
For as harsh as the reality can be, we know we are not born equal. And we accept this fact. But at least, we wish to be treated with equal respect. For we do not owe each other a living, for it is the rights of mankind to live with humble dignity, for treating others with respect is the basic courtesy. Wealth, authority, age, knowledge and more do not necessarily command respect, superiority nor assign higher value or status to one's life. So, all the more one should never think those are the indicators that affect of how he or she should treat or judge others whom he or she deems are less competent. It is one's attitude that plays the largest part. And remember, acts of kindness and altruism are unconditional, though non-obligatory. On this note, I thank all of my friends out there who went out of their way to render me all the help and support. Those acts of kindness are too good to be true (:" * THE WR COUNTER! chapter 2 chapter 3 chapter 4 chapter 5 chapter 6 Aim: Slash everything off by wednesday! * IM SUPER HAPPY NOW HAHAHA. just realised another of my primary school fren got attached(: like finally heehee~ so it's like, 3 out of my besties are attached now :D or maybe it's 4 of them haha. |
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FINALLY!:D:D
after saying that i want this for like 387days since derrick's autography, (one of) my lifelong dream has finally come true!♥ FX-S1500 TEEHEE~   at least there's something for me to scrap off from my wants list ! :D next up, eyeliner and mascara (almost finish them for scream) and scotland clothes and shoes! hehehe i want new heels and boots leh! suddenly my itune's spammed with britney,tanya,angela and elva's songs! not all are nice, shall delete some after a while lalala. ohh zaobao has carrie's interview today ! she has a fetish with shoes too hahaha. and i just realised she's the same age as my jiejie haha. okay can keep a lookout for play on! went back to baoguan today FINALLY in like 249819283 years! everyone's so distant and unfamiliar now ): and i reckon im gonna get kicked out if i dont submit any work this year! so shall write about scream (i hope!) provided i still remember how to write a proper report hmm :/ meanwhile, it's pw, oh and welco back and fro! JIAYOUS LA. |